Blog again

seriously didn't blog for quite a while.. had been busy for 2 weeks straight, and im heading back to my hometown real soon.. goshh!! can't wait!!

Celebrated my birthday during the busiest week!! well my lonely birthday... 18.11.2010

The most lonely birthday i had so far.. but few of my friends did came to my place, in my small room to help me to celebrate my birthday before 12am! i was happy and at the same time worried about my assignments.. my room was in a mess when they came.. papers all over the floor... still.. appreciate what they did, drove all the way from city to my place.

SO how did i celebrated?

First thing in the morning.. wake up... get dressed go to school...

spent yemima dimsum during the lunch break only 2 of us...

cost 60 dollars for 2 person =.=

both were late for class..

after class ended at 3 went back home...

Yem said she has to go somewhere else with friends.. housemates went out..

obviously HOME ALONE

and nothing left at home.. not even a packet of instant noodle..

means no DINNER..

at last i couldn't take it anymore..

called my friend and asked him to take me to McD drive thru..

and it was 1am!

yeah indeed the most memorable birthday i had!

Things get stuffed up last 2 weeks... i wasn't procrastinating stuff just that i couldn't make myself concentrate in everything , my mind got messed up my heart got messed up.. my whole life messed up just because of ONE THING!

STORY BeGINS

I was stressed and I did something stupid without realising what i've done, only the dumbest person in the whole UNIVERSE wud do that!

Last week was assessment week.. and yeah as usual... went to class on tuesday, i had to hand in my drafting that day in the afternoon and i remembered my drafting was in my locker.. i didn't double check whether i kept it at home cz i was so sure that it was in my locker.

after i reached school i went straight to my locker.. the moment i opened my locker.. i felt uneasy... i took the whole A2 size drawing block and started to find my drawings... BUT i found NOTHING...! i was panic.. well for abit.. cz i still have time to go back home and get it...

and SO... i rushed back... took the train all the way from city to my place... and walked home. Open the door and rushed into my room and was 1/2 sure that i kept it in my file somewhere in my room which i still believed it should be in my locker! i checked my files and every corner of my room and WAHHLAA.. i found nothing!!! my heart crushed! I WAS FREAKING PANIC at that time. and..... i rushed back to school again EMPTY HANDED....!

I was thinking.. maybe i was blind? maybe it was in the locker just that i didn't see my drawings.. i told myself.. last chance.. u gotta find it! after i went back..i went to the locker straight again, thrw the big drawing block on the floor and flicked through pages by pages.. still.. found nothing!!! there's no time to waste.. at last.. i chose to trace ppl's work to hand in... it was pretty fast.. finished it within an hour. but i hate the feeling that i did my own work why do i have to do it again and i spent alot of time doing it!!!!!!!! mad at myself but there's no more time for me to redo it again! so, i handed in ppl's work.

Day 2 of assessment week!! i left something at home when i was in the train station... so, again.. went back home to get my stuff... in the afternoon after computing class... i went to my locker to put my stuff in, of course i locked my locker everytime i leave.. yem said she wanted to go to toilet and we went separate ways.. i need to go to the photocopier machine and she said will get back to me afterwards. and after all these both of us went back..

when we reached home.. i wanted to get my keys out from my bag... but it wasn't in my bag.. i thought maybe it's somewhere in my bag and yem took her keys out and opened the door.. i was still trying to find my keys.. it wasn't in the front pocket.. i opened my bag... it wasnt in the zip or the side pockets neither... i turned my bag upside down.. and get everything out from my bag.. and i shouted CRAPPPP I LOST MY KEYS... oh my gosh oh my goshhh!!!!

PANIC PANIC PANIC PANIC! my housekeys plus uncle's housekeys and both my spare locker keys lost!!! what should i do?? it was 4 and i didnt want to go back to school again cz i still have assignments to rush!!!! i started to flashed back where i went.. first, the computing room its impossible that i left it there cz i went to the locker after that with my keys.. or left it on the table beside the photocopier machine?! yem tried to call one of our classmate and asked whether she's still in the computing room by chance..

Luckily...!!! she was still in the computing room! she said she didnt see any keys left in the room and she walked out to the locker area.. and SHE SAW A BUNCH OF KEYS HANGING ON MY LOCKER! i didnt expect my keys to be there, shud be either in the computing room or the table beside the photocopier machine! what sort of person will left the keys hanging outside the locker!!! ITS ME!!! my gosh!!! she said i did lock my locker just that i didn't take my keys out from the lock. I LOCKED THE LOCKER, BUT THE KEYS STILL HANGING.. I REPEAT... I LOCKED!!!!!!! HOW FREAKING STUPID I WAS AND HOW ON EARTH I HAVE NO IDEA I DID SOMETHING LIKE THAT!!!... was relief when she found my keys and of course couldnt believe what i did at the same time! i was sosososososo thankful!!!

it had been a tough week for me.. november is not a good month for me... becz of what had happened between 3 of us and my birthday and my messed up mind! this whole month is really memorable to me for the rest of my life.. EXPERIENCE that i will NEVER EVER FORGET!

its 1st of DECEMBER!!! oh yeahh!!