回来了

回来已有2个星期了。 很开心能够暂时离开，至少可以暂时的忘记那些熟悉的地方。

整个人变得很懒，不想出去再加上那天天都在下雨的天气，更想呆在家里，变得超宅！

刚刚我把我所锁起来的柜子里的东西翻出来，回来这么多天终于有勇气把它拿出来了。

当我把东西拿出来的当儿，心情复杂，我已经不知道怎么处理这些东西了。

笔记本，翻开了。。但也不敢再真正的、仔细地看，因为全都变质了。

那些我都还记得。。只是所说的还没实现就已抛空了。

请给我一个理由忘记。。。。。

你的不快樂 在心裡瀰漫著 我們怎麼了
你在逃避著 我在心疼著

是什麼在傷害著 讓美好都遺忘了
你是背對的 我是沉默的

我只好假裝 我已不愛了 催眠自己我們不適合
我放開你了 我已不愛了 說一個謊在離別時刻
就當作最後是我不愛了 關上門以後 就算愛你又如何

你快不快樂 過得是否好呢 我這樣想著
你在愛誰呢 誰在想你呢
　

是什麼在反覆著 讓回憶都翻起了
你是遙遠的 我是孤獨的

我只好假裝 我已不愛了 催眠自己我們不適合
我放開你了 我已不愛了 說一個謊在離別時刻
就當作最後是我不愛了 關上門以後 就算愛你又如何

是什麼在傷害著 讓美好都遺忘了
你是背對的 我是沉默的

我只好假裝 我已不愛了 催眠自己我們不適合
我放開你了 我已不愛了 說一個謊在離別時刻
就當作最後是我不愛了 關上門以後 就算愛你又如何

Blog again

seriously didn't blog for quite a while.. had been busy for 2 weeks straight, and im heading back to my hometown real soon.. goshh!! can't wait!!

Celebrated my birthday during the busiest week!! well my lonely birthday... 18.11.2010

The most lonely birthday i had so far.. but few of my friends did came to my place, in my small room to help me to celebrate my birthday before 12am! i was happy and at the same time worried about my assignments.. my room was in a mess when they came.. papers all over the floor... still.. appreciate what they did, drove all the way from city to my place.

SO how did i celebrated?

First thing in the morning.. wake up... get dressed go to school...

spent yemima dimsum during the lunch break only 2 of us...

cost 60 dollars for 2 person =.=

both were late for class..

after class ended at 3 went back home...

Yem said she has to go somewhere else with friends.. housemates went out..

obviously HOME ALONE

and nothing left at home.. not even a packet of instant noodle..

means no DINNER..

at last i couldn't take it anymore..

called my friend and asked him to take me to McD drive thru..

and it was 1am!

yeah indeed the most memorable birthday i had!

Things get stuffed up last 2 weeks... i wasn't procrastinating stuff just that i couldn't make myself concentrate in everything , my mind got messed up my heart got messed up.. my whole life messed up just because of ONE THING!

STORY BeGINS

I was stressed and I did something stupid without realising what i've done, only the dumbest person in the whole UNIVERSE wud do that!

Last week was assessment week.. and yeah as usual... went to class on tuesday, i had to hand in my drafting that day in the afternoon and i remembered my drafting was in my locker.. i didn't double check whether i kept it at home cz i was so sure that it was in my locker.

after i reached school i went straight to my locker.. the moment i opened my locker.. i felt uneasy... i took the whole A2 size drawing block and started to find my drawings... BUT i found NOTHING...! i was panic.. well for abit.. cz i still have time to go back home and get it...

and SO... i rushed back... took the train all the way from city to my place... and walked home. Open the door and rushed into my room and was 1/2 sure that i kept it in my file somewhere in my room which i still believed it should be in my locker! i checked my files and every corner of my room and WAHHLAA.. i found nothing!!! my heart crushed! I WAS FREAKING PANIC at that time. and..... i rushed back to school again EMPTY HANDED....!

I was thinking.. maybe i was blind? maybe it was in the locker just that i didn't see my drawings.. i told myself.. last chance.. u gotta find it! after i went back..i went to the locker straight again, thrw the big drawing block on the floor and flicked through pages by pages.. still.. found nothing!!! there's no time to waste.. at last.. i chose to trace ppl's work to hand in... it was pretty fast.. finished it within an hour. but i hate the feeling that i did my own work why do i have to do it again and i spent alot of time doing it!!!!!!!! mad at myself but there's no more time for me to redo it again! so, i handed in ppl's work.

Day 2 of assessment week!! i left something at home when i was in the train station... so, again.. went back home to get my stuff... in the afternoon after computing class... i went to my locker to put my stuff in, of course i locked my locker everytime i leave.. yem said she wanted to go to toilet and we went separate ways.. i need to go to the photocopier machine and she said will get back to me afterwards. and after all these both of us went back..

when we reached home.. i wanted to get my keys out from my bag... but it wasn't in my bag.. i thought maybe it's somewhere in my bag and yem took her keys out and opened the door.. i was still trying to find my keys.. it wasn't in the front pocket.. i opened my bag... it wasnt in the zip or the side pockets neither... i turned my bag upside down.. and get everything out from my bag.. and i shouted CRAPPPP I LOST MY KEYS... oh my gosh oh my goshhh!!!!

PANIC PANIC PANIC PANIC! my housekeys plus uncle's housekeys and both my spare locker keys lost!!! what should i do?? it was 4 and i didnt want to go back to school again cz i still have assignments to rush!!!! i started to flashed back where i went.. first, the computing room its impossible that i left it there cz i went to the locker after that with my keys.. or left it on the table beside the photocopier machine?! yem tried to call one of our classmate and asked whether she's still in the computing room by chance..

Luckily...!!! she was still in the computing room! she said she didnt see any keys left in the room and she walked out to the locker area.. and SHE SAW A BUNCH OF KEYS HANGING ON MY LOCKER! i didnt expect my keys to be there, shud be either in the computing room or the table beside the photocopier machine! what sort of person will left the keys hanging outside the locker!!! ITS ME!!! my gosh!!! she said i did lock my locker just that i didn't take my keys out from the lock. I LOCKED THE LOCKER, BUT THE KEYS STILL HANGING.. I REPEAT... I LOCKED!!!!!!! HOW FREAKING STUPID I WAS AND HOW ON EARTH I HAVE NO IDEA I DID SOMETHING LIKE THAT!!!... was relief when she found my keys and of course couldnt believe what i did at the same time! i was sosososososo thankful!!!

it had been a tough week for me.. november is not a good month for me... becz of what had happened between 3 of us and my birthday and my messed up mind! this whole month is really memorable to me for the rest of my life.. EXPERIENCE that i will NEVER EVER FORGET!

its 1st of DECEMBER!!! oh yeahh!!

所謂“八卦” ＝ ？

只有跟幾個好朋友談心事，是為了讓自己心裡舒服些，讓自己沒那麼難受，讓心裡所背負的負擔能稍微的減輕一些，可是誰會料到，心裡話和朋友說了會變成八卦。。。我說還是謹慎一些， 以後有甚麼都不要說了，自己吭下就好，少惹些麻煩。。

BACK to my CRIB

im home home home in my rooom room room... What to do next?

Counting days....

Thursday until Mon.. woahh... spent 5 days in lala's place... too lazy to blog so i'll just "chop chop" everything.. Basically.. Perth is small.. we always hang out at the same place... NORTHBRIDGE... yay....... =.= POtblack, utopia and of course food...

looks like im the lightbulb, so bright.. sorry guys.. hahaa..

from the left- me>lala>franky>tom>mindy

moon cafe @ NorthBridge

met 2 new friends.. must write it down before i forgot their names: Kason and Eason.

woahh it rhymes well..

Icey Ice @ NorthBridge..

UWA Library... someone missing..

開心因為你又出現。。唔開心，因為唔知點算。。

舊回憶。。還沒忘記。。

Final week of My term break

Its October.. 2 more months and i'll be back!! can't wait cz i wan to finish this term ASAP grrr...

What I did for the past few days was.. stayed overnight at friend's place.. and gt DRUNK for the first time by beer. Initially i thought i was drunk but nah i wasn't, i just felt dizzy and started to talk non stop.. but i still remember what i did and said.. so yeah.. NO I wasn't drunk! That was what i did for my last weekend..

Went to IKEA to get something for my room on tuesday.. GUESS what!!! i was so excited when i saw the swedish meatball was HALFPRICE... AUD3.50 and u get 10 meatballs and chips.. how cheap is that!? i wish IKEA is just near my place so that i could go anytime... unfortunately its kinda far.

We were quite... hmm how should i say? unlucky i guess.. Eventually we had to take the train to head back to the city after we shopped.. after we reached the train station... we found out that the train from stirling to city has canceled.. and therefore they replaced trains to buses.. man i just hate that so much.. we didn't even know how long are we going to spend to travel back home cz we were far2 awaay.. it was crazily insane! it took us more than one hour to reached home!

"PLASTIC CUT"

CHECK THIS OUT!
NEW STUFF NEW STUFF or should i say NEW DRINK?!

EASYWAY OOROONG or OLOONG MILK TEA?! 乌龙茶...

Went to do some shopping this afternoon... walked past MYER and someone gave me a perfume sample.. goshhh!!! SMELLS LIKE HEAVEN!!! love it so much.. im going to get this! perhaps when i go back! I Personally think that it has similar smell as DKNY..

my holiday

The starting of my break seemed to be meaningless, stayed at home with my lappy ON msn ON skype ON FACEBOOK ON yet no one finds me or should i say people were so unavailable at that time.. and SO.. i went to my uncle's place to spend my weekend. its better to be bored with my cousins rather than "home alone".

yea.. i went to my uncle's place.. we were just staying at home all day long.. sounds bored.. it wasn't that bad really cz i still have my cousins.. hohoho..

Went to swim this afternoon.. my housemate was the one who wanted to go since last week.. because of some reason she told me last night that she couldn't make it anymore.. but i've promised my cousins that im going... so yeah.. u know.. shouldn't break kid's promises.

And so..

i woke up this morning by "just gonna stand there and watch me burn, but thats alright because i like the way it hurts..." thats my mobile ringtone.. my cousin rang me and woke me up.. he told me that her sister is not coming.. wondering if i still wanted to go.. he sounded like he wanted to go so much, even he asked me, i assumed that was just a manner? cz last night after we decided to go he straight away packed his bag for today.. i was so lazy but.. i still said yes to him.. cz they always stay at home for most of the time.. quite pity if i break his promise..

my younger cousin..

on the way to Riverton Leisureplex..

old bus...

ahboy and me

finally our destination...

This is what came out when i feel unimportant and disappointed..

“Provide for those who grieve...a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair. They will be called oaks of righteousness, a planting of the Lord for the display of His splendor”(Isaiah 61:3, NIV)

TODAY’S WORD from Joel and Victoria

Do you need a new garment today? I’m not talking about a physical garment. I’m talking about what’s covering your mind and emotions. Are you clothed with despair and disappointment? Are you wearing ”heaviness?” If you’ve gone through a hurtful situation, the Bible says there is a time to grieve, and it’s important to release that hurt to the Lord. But the Bible also tells us that God wants to give you a garment of praise instead of a spirit of heaviness and despair.

Are the garments of yesterday weighing you down and holding you back? It’s time for a new garment. The garment of praise is light and filled with peace and joy. Don’t carry those heavy burdens around anymore. Choose to forgive those who have hurt you and praise God for what He’s doing in your life today. If nothing else, start thanking Him for the beautiful sunrise. Thank him for restoring you, even if you don’t see it yet. Just like this verse says, you will be as strong and secure as a tall oak tree, displaying His splendor all the days of your life!

A PRAYER FOR TODAY

Heavenly Father, I come to You today and ask that You take off my old, heavy garments of despair and heaviness. Make me new today. Give me a garment of praise so that I can be a display of Your glory and splendor. In Jesus’ Name. Amen.

— Joel & Victoria Osteen

Finally... Term break starts NOW

Its time to blog again after I handed in my assignments.. YAY, freedom.. Felt abit weird that i got nothing to do at the moment..

Its holiday.. I do not have any plans.. what am i going to do for this 2 weeks? err.. stay at home?!! yeah probably will do.. its alone time again.. will be bored to the max.

So what did i do for the first day of my holiday?? woke up at 1pm, yea its late i know.. Everything has a reason "behind the scenes". because i was rushing my assignment for the whole wednesday while people were having fun during mooncake festival.. i didn't even get a chance to eat home cooked food OR get a table in a proper restaurant to eat OR even getting one bite of mooncake!! grr thank you my dear assignments.. you made my day! It was my first "more than 24 hours sleepless day".. and straight away went to school the next day... seriously.. i didn't like it at all!!

i drank the first redbull in my entire life.. there was no reaction at all.

went to carousel to do some grocery shopping.. guess what i found in wolly's... elmo wet wipes. SHoo qiuteeee.....

Anyway, I just got my parcel from United States. after the long wait for a few weeks.. finally the shirt has arrived... I was so excited and i opened the parcel by making a lot of funny noises... like kids unwrapping their presents, the desire of knowing what's hiding inside.. Well, that's not a present, i just treat it as one.. Ahh.. love the feeling of receiving presents perhaps surprises.. it is not a frequent thing that happens in my life and.. surprises?? hmm i dont think i have one before.... how i wish i could receive presents everyday, everyone does too right? woahh it would be HEAVEN! hahaaha..

Dinner for tonight..

Fish with onion and garlic

cabbage with egg

Introducing My new boyfriend

taeyang <3

he is so cute... not really handsome but me likeyy and he looks CLEAN... fall in love with him.. i think few months ago when my friend first showed me his wedding dress MV.. looks abit like 小鬼...

likey likey likeyyy

Search For a Star 2010

Awesome concert!! Thank god and thanks for all who came last night.. special thanks to all of the performers.. we can't do this without all of u!!! God bless..

Zion Praise Harvest Presents... SEARCH FOR A STAR 2010

guests coming in... starting soon... *excited!

after performance with lee mun..

New friend of mine.. Peiwen..

gift from william for UWA zone choir performers..

more pictures are coming upp.. stay tune!

Do Join US NEXT YEAR!!

16 September

在夢裡看得很清楚，雖然只不過那2－3秒，但總算比之前所發過的夢還要清楚些。。可惜的是當我要去追逐那身影時，卻來不及了。雖事隔已久，為甚麼感覺還那麼的強烈？

不知為甚麼

真的好久好久沒用中文打出一篇‘文章’了。真的有覺得自己的漢語拼音開始‘退化’了。甚至有些中文字，要想一下才記得怎麼寫。中文真的太重要了。。。連鬼佬都開始學，所以身為華人的我們一定要會中文！

星期六，晴天

在家呆了一整天，做工課。。可以說沒地方去。。也可以說不知可以找誰。。。

說真的，蠻無奈的，當自己想找個人的時候，卻發現沒有人。。。

有點可悲吧？

今天真的有夠倒楣的，call每一個人都似乎有事幹，再不就生病，雖然我也感冒了，可是今晚因為某些事弄得我不想待在家。。其實我call他們是因為我真的沒有其他人能找了，並不想麻煩他們只是我真的沒辦法。。

有時候也覺得跟自己在家鄉的朋友開始有段距離。。這是難免的嗎？

在家的問題就是會想太多。。。你看。。

而且最近也發生了一些事，有點不開心。可能因為小小的事累積成了問題吧。我的問題就是不把問題說出來，就自己一直在想怎麼解決。。在想不到如何解決的時候，也只有哭和睡覺才能暫時平復情緒。。像昨天一樣，我就是這樣來解決。 要找我的好姊妹的時候，卻沒有人上線。。跟我印尼的朋友談？她卻不懂我的明白。。

我不是一個在再朋友面前哭的人。。如果有的話就代表事情很嚴重，或是我過於在乎。。私底下也一樣。 並不想讓大家傷感。。我沒事啦。。哈哈。。我是一個很快沒事的人。。一切ok！

今天就在家寫作業。。一大部份的時間都在晃。。所以也只完成了一點。。

沒有很好因為我太懶。。。隨便啦！

Its Thursday again

Woke up late and obviously, late for class.. we missed the morning class last week and yet we were still late this morning again.. lecturer told us that we still have alot to catch up..

me and yem did not go to class last week and she remembered, then she asked me:" were u sick last week?" and i was like:" yea.. sounded guilty* ( which i was not, the REAL REASON is that both of us overslept.) she replied:" oh, both of u sick.. is that a coincident?" DUHHHHHhhhhhh... hahaha.. and she said in front of the whole class:"make sure that u guys be punctual next week".. =.=

Suddenly realized that, its week 8 now.. which means, next week will be the final week to prepare everything and everything have to present on week 10..!!! yea, here we go.. im the "Queen of last minute" but after a week of restless days... will be HOLIDAY!!!

I have nothing which is done yet at the moment and Choir practice gonna be slightly busy start from this coming sunday, monday, wednesday and thursday and the performance will be on saturday.. goodness sake.. hmm how am i going to squeeze in my assignment time..

fingers croxx i know that everything will be done on time because i know that father god will give me extra time.. wheee.. hoping for the best..

What's for dinner tonight??!

Im proud that i succeeded THIS for my first attempt of cooking drumstick.

It's deliciousss....

while i was on the way to choir in the car i spotted a cool car plate number.. and the person who drove that car must be a SABAHAN!!

SAB8H

you are so cool man...

Oh dear..

nanana... im SICK!!

Its another rainy day... gawsshh.. almost blown away by the massive wind and heavy rain yesterday.. its only 15 minutes away from city to my house but it took me around 2 hours to reached home, glad that im still alive..

but my friend's umbrella was turned upside-down. it was so embarrassing that i was holding a reversed umbrella which looked like a BROOM... walking towards the train station with many pairs of strange eyes starring at.

I was trying to bent it back myself but the umbrella was too big and i couldn't handle it alone, so i asked the transperth officer to lend a hand. guess what he asked me.. He said:" is that an umbrella"? and he laughed.. I was like.. yaaaaa.. =.= well, i couldn't blame him cz i personally thought it looked like a broom as well. but he did helped me to bent it back as how it was, still... the umbrella is broken.

Saw awesome stuff today in priceline... Paulfrank lip balm... bought it for my friends, cz im allergy to that kind of product.

Its almost 11.30pm and I gotta head to bed soon..ugggghhh sickkk of it.

nightsss everyone =)

I love this verse..

HEALING WORDS

"Reckless words pierce like a sword, but the tongue of the wise brings healing"(Proverbs 12:18, NIV)

TODAY'S WORD from Joel and Victoria

The Bible tells us that life and death are in the power of our words. We can use our words to build people up and encourage them, or we can just as easily bring destruction with our words.

When we use our words to bring healing, the Bible says that we are wise. Choose to be wise today and choose healing words. Look for the best in others and build them up. Choose healing words over gossip; choose words of freedom and peace over anger and judgment. Let your words encourage the people in your life by speaking strength, hope and victory.

Remember, words are seeds. When you use your words to bring healing, you'll reap a harvest of health, strength and life in return. As you are faithful with your words, God will increase your influence. He will increase His favor and blessing upon you and lead you in the good life He has prepared for you.

A PRAYER FOR TODAY

Father in heaven, today I choose to be wise and bring healing to others with my words. I ask for an increase of Your power and ability in my life so that I can live to honor You in all I do. In Jesus' Name. Amen.

- Joel & Victoria Osteen

Remarkable day! ITS SPRING

Today is my favourite day of the year! we had class but our lecturer brought all of us to the Western Australia Museum for free.. A DAY IN POMPEII

An exhibition regarding to Pompeii- a ruined and partially buried Roman town-city near modern Naples. It was destroyed and COMPLETELY buried during an eruption of the volcano Mount Vesuvius within 2 Days. It was terrifying that Pompeii was buried under 4-6 meters of ash and pumice.. GOSHHHHHHH..

I felt lucky that i wasn't been born during that period. phhewww...

Snapped before we went in to watch the 3D Documentary of how Pompeii collapse.. =(

but nice 3D glasses hey.. its REDDD!!!! SO cool!!!

Week 7

ha.. time to blog again... Wasn't blogging for a week because Abigail (BIBI 4) came to perth and bunked over my place for a week and i had a prodigious week with her.

Girls+Sleepover=Ceaseless conversation. AGREE?

I put aside the assignment which was due today and brought her to walk around perth. I didn't even started anything yet not even the research CRAP! Well, I assumed that I was pretty calm.. as a result, I was hastening last night to get my assignment DONE.

Places that we been to:

1. City

2. Northbridge- Utopia&Potblack

3. Harbour Town

4. Fremantle-Cicerello Fish and Chips

5. Kings Park-Afternoon+Night View

That's pretty much... not even a week.. wanted to bring her somewhere else but too bad.. she went to her friend's place.

My Tuesday!

Did a simple presentation today in the class with yemima, a really simple one.. without any preparation because we had no idea what we need to present.. well came out... hmm... just OK.. not too bad.. still acceptable.. haha..

After class, we went to northbridge to buy groceries.. I didn't know it was that cheap.. We should seriously shop there more often.. SAVE MONEY... hahaha.. Bought meat, veggies for A DOLLAR, 3 Kiwis for A DOLLAR.. woahh.. hahaha... and last but not least, we bought JUNK food in oriental shop nearby.. haha... both of us were so excited when we saw a so called "Ice stick" on the shelf. It was our childhood memory where we used to have in the canteen... eating during the hot weather when we were in primary school during recess... and so, we bought!

We had an awesome meal tonight.. last minute decided to get FAMILY fries for 2 person from red rooster because we planned to eat it with garlic roasted chicken tonight since we already bought the chicken breast in northbridge... yumm yumm.. Looks nice...